J.B. Bab Moraes smarok Moineachi Kovita

J.B. Bab Moraes smarok Moineachi Kovita

Vednechem virechon va inglixint zaka kethrosis mhonnttat ti dukhkhachea onnbhovantlean obhivyoktiurovim bhaunik mukti ani xudhdikoronnachi sonklpona. He sonklponechim mullam purvil'lea grik totvogineanant, khas korun aeristtottolachea gronthant mellttat. Dusrea konnakodden apli vedna vyokt korun vyoktink bhaunik xudhdikoronn ani soustokayechi bhauna mellunk xokta oxem virechon suchoita.

Hi kolpona chodd korun apleo bhauna uktaup ani tankam tondd divpachea upcharatmok lavakodden sombondit asta, zaka lagun bhitorlea bhitor damun douril'li bhauna meklleponnan soddpak melltta. Hi prokria kola, borop, heram kodden uloup va bhaunik obhivyokti khatir marg divpi vegvegllea madhyomantlean zaunk sokta.

Hea mhoineacho kovi hokk anni man favo zal'li 'vallnni' hi kovita virechon ani dusreanchi vedna somzun ghetna svotachi ovstha koxi zamv yeta hacher ek marmik bhaxy. Vallnni hem utor amkam novem nhoi. Xit hem amchem mukhel jeunn ani xit randlea uprant tem vallop hi ek mhotvachi prokria. Vallimna zalear ti pez zata. Kovin aple he kovitent hi protima porinnamokarok pod'dotin vaporlea. Jivitant aplea dukhkhachem virechon korchepasot amkam vallnni zai poddtta. Hi vallnni nateantlea mannsachea rupant va ixttachea rupant asum yeta.

Virechon upchar pod'dotint mansopochar ani obhivyokti upcharamsoit, vyoktink bhaunik vednecher prokria korpak ani tika tondd divpak modot korop zata. Kethrosisachi porinnamokarokota dorekleak vegvegolli asum yeta ani soglleankoch soman pod'doti va onnbhou yeunk xokna. Punn aplem dukhkh vyokt korunk monis konnacho tori khando sodit asta. Kovi sadea, sompea utramni hem sangta.

Kitlexech zonn

aplim dukhkhanch gheun

mhojea fuddeant yetale.

Ran'niuyolem xit vallttat

toxe mhojer vallttale

dusreank tanchea auhanatmok va kotthinn ttoppeant adar divp hi orthopurnn ani doyallu kriti asum yeta. Kotthinn kallantlean vochpi konnakuy tumi adar divonk xokta. Monxak aple vichar ani bhauna nivaddo korinasotona uktaupak divp mhotvachem. Ken'na ken'na, fokot aikupak toyar axil'lo konnuy asop henchovixvosoni-i ritin santvon divpi tharunk xokta. Dukhkh somspeachi nodor somzun gheupacho yotn korun ani tanchi bhauna many korun teo voidh asat hem tankam sangchem poddtta .

Dorekolo vegvegollo toren samkar yeta hem somzun gheuchem poddtta. Kaim zannank aplea songhrxa vixim ukteponnan uloupachi itsa asum yeta, zalear kaim zannank chodd guptotai posont asum yeta. Tanche ximecho ador korcho poddtta. Ani dekhun hea sogllea vauracho aikupeacher tann yeup sobhavik. Ani kovi aple tech monsthiti vixim fuddlea koddveant sangta:

kitli hunsann hamvem somschi

tancho khotkhoto bhair ontotona.

Tanche jinnecho dhog xant kortona.

Tankam aplemponn dakhoitona.

Hem anihache fuddlem koddvem vachun mhaka ‘khamoxi’ hea pornea hindi chitropottacho ugddas ailo. 1970 tolea osit senan digdorxit kel'lea hea sinemant vohida rehman hi manikomant mhollear pixeancha hospittolant kam' korpi nors. Aplea pexonttank mog ani korunna dakhoun bore kortam kortam bhaunik nodren tanchea lagim yeta ani magir aplea bhaunank tondd divonk xoknaxil'lean svotach vikxipt zata. Ani viddombon mhollear tika teach hospittolant dakhol kortat. Dekhun heranchea bhaunancher saulli ghalchi nhoi va svota tatunt vhaumn vochna hachi zotnai gheup gorjechem. Doyallu asop ani modot korpak toyar asop hem ken'na ken'nai svotacher khor viprit porinnam' korunk xokta.

Herank adar va somupodexon divpi bhumikent kam' korpi monxank somupodexonachi goroz poddtta hem novem nhoi. Haka mansoxastrant 'bodlim aghat'(vicarious trauma ) va 'korunnechi tokalos' (compassion fatigue )oxem mhonnttat. Heranchea somseank ani bhaunik auhanank sotot tondd divp hem sompem nhoi. Svotachea bhaunancher prokria korpak ani ani tanchem veusthapon korpak suvat asop gorjechem. Dorekleache aple voiyktik songhrx astat punn heranchea vedna ani dukhkhacho sotot somprk ailear svota 'bornauvott' zaunk xokta. Mansik ani bhaunik louchikoponna dakhoun svotachea boreponnakodden toddzodd korinasotona herank probhavi ani sohanubhutipurnn adar divp he ek vhodd auhan ani hea auhanak tondd divn 'dukhkhacho nivoll ontotona/ zal'li zokhom' bhorpak' kovi nimannekodden svotach ek vallnni sodta. Kovita lhan punn sonkxipt utramni ani jitea jivea protimamni ti vachpeacher porinnam' korta.

[kovita] Vallnni (- Sanjay Borkar)

Vallnni

kitlexech zonn

aplim dukhkhanch gheun

mhojea fuddeant yetale.

Ran'niuyolem xit vallttat

toxe mhojer vallttale.

Kitli hunsann hamvem somschi

tancho khotkhoto bhair ontotona.

Tanche jinnecho dhog xant kortona.

Tankam aplemponn dakhoitona.

Atam,

mhakai ek vallnni zai

monantolo khotkhoto ontpak.

Dukhkhacho nivoll ontotona

zal'li zokhom' bhorpak...

- Sanjay Borkar [Dec, 2023]